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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 . 10:03 AM

haven been posting regularly this few months.. hais.. church is becomin a cold cold place.. home once i called is now like a war zone.. sometimes i wish i din have to come back home.. in the past, i would long to come home after my training in the army but now i kinda wish that i have army and dun have to go back home.. i feel reali shitty.. todae i woke up and my mom asked me to help with the housework and i told her to gimme 5 mins.. i agree that housework is everybody's part.. its like everytime she walks past my door she would nag me to go do and its driving me crazy.. den jus now i was doin the housework alr and she said lotsa hurting things to me.. she said i would help other people the moment they ask me.. she said i was tryin t 'sar kar'. i duno y i should ever wanna do that.. she said im like a useless dog.. feed until so old for nothing.. words said cannot be retracted and it hurts.. but who would ever know how i feel?? sometimes people sae that sons are more precious in the family but i beg to differ.. i seek refuge in my room but in no avail.. how did i ever end up lidat.. i need a break,, i reali need one!!!! im tired... :'(