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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 . 8:04 PM

These few weeks has been a test for me.. i had did many things i should not have even thought about.. i've been scolded by my parents so often when im back from camp that i dun feel like comin home like i used to.. jus last week my dad told me that one more family is leavin the church and that made me reali upset.. Its like the youth we tried so hard to build up is jus breakin bit by bit.. I tried doin my best but i duno what my dad expects of me.. its like whatever i do is not enough.. Im almost at my wits end.. its like wen the youth leaves, its my fault for not doin my best.. my dad says if im not up to it, i should jus tell him.. but sometimes i feel that certain things are not in our control.. its not like i wan them to leave.. hais... my aunty said im inmature.. i duno.. i reali dunooooo... sometimes i jus dun wanna let my parents down but i wonder maybe it'll be better w/o me.. Parents been quarrelin so often and now that im home, i jus dun wanna hear them like that.. why does things have to be this way?? as pastors kids, y are there expections that are like almost impossible to attain... i reali reali pray that people would be committed.. im feelin more and more dry.. i reali feel like cryin.. people dun wanna do but keep commenting and instead of being constructive?? YYY??

uncovered

Name: Jonathan Ng
 Chinese: 黄腾永
1st cry: 10 Sept '86
 Weight: 75kg
Height: 175cm
 Gender: Male
Race: Chinese
 Religion: Christianity
Occupation: SAF NSF
 Church: CCR


loves

Instruments: Guitar, Drum, Bass Guitar, Piano
 Colors: Black, Blue, White, Red, Purple
Food:
Drink: Coke, China Apple, Mountain Dew
Bands: Hillsong, Planetshakers, Isreal & New Breed, Avalon, JujuSong & New Springs Band
 Artists: Chris Tomlin, Don Moen, Clay Croose
Hangout: In my bed
 Books: Cat & Dog Theology, Daring To Live On The Edge(Lorren Cunningham)
Movies: Music & Lyrics, Hairspray, Black Hawk Down, Drumline, I Am Legend

hates

-> Hypocrites
 -> Liars
-> Compromisers
 -> Backstabbers
-> Unfeeling People
 -> Being Alone


wishlist

1. El Guitar
 2. Bass Guitar
3. Piano
 4. Effects Pedal
5. Nike Shoes
 6. Addidas Watch
7. Ipod 80gb
 8. Alfa Romeo
9. HER

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