This week i spent lotsa time playing wif my neighbours.. they super cute la.. keep pulling my shirt dun let me go home.. and the youngest one is like always shouting "YOU CANNOT GO HOME UNLESS I SAY YOU CAN GO HOME" hahas.. super cute la.. den i spent quite some time decorating the church.. mom jus came home and den she started throwing things around again.. hais.. y does things have to be this way.. i reali cant wait to get out of this house.. hais... goin back to camp like in 3o mins.. den tomorrow gonna go outfield again.. cant bathe!!!!
Cute!!
Sarah
Christmas Tree
Piano
Piano (close-up)
Piano (close-up)
Overview
Friday, November 28, 2008 . 10:51 PM
todae went out with the guys from church for some fun together and den proceeded down to church.. on my way down to church i reali felt like jus goin home.. i jus knew someting was gonna happen.. reached there, mom and dad quarrelled.. this and that.. stupid problems.. den make me feel reali shitty inside.. i couldn't concentrate at all and later reached home mom blasted at me and ya, she said she dun wanna tok to me anymore.. hais.. i duno y things always have to be this way..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 . 10:48 PM
todae was sucky.. parents quarrelled again.. shared bout it but it seems to hurt even more.. im tired.. i'm seriously thinkin bout giving up the ministry.. i dun have the strength to carry on.. help me ......Tuedae morning.. woke up and had my bath.. brought my grandma down for breakfast with my aunty and den later rushed down to meet grace at jurong east interchange there.. needed to go recce the place that i wanted to bring the youth on their outing.. now im contemplating if i should charter the bus so i can choose the specific places i want to bring them.. den i ended up at sungei buloh.. rather nice place.. full of mozzies.. lol.. Den later i saw the monitor lizards there and one was like swimming and there was this little girl beside me shouting, papa papa!!! crocodile!!!!! lol.. i was like smiling to myself.. i wan my daughter to be as cute as her.. lol... after that i went for the prayer meeting in church and i recieved a call from someone in india.. i was rather shocked and then that guy who is 16 told me that i he was there wen i was on my mission trip 3 years back.. and after that, he has been trying to get my contact for like 3 years.. he was like asking me jus now if im goin back there again.. thats like super cool.. wonder when will i go back for missions.. i miss those days..
Intro to the park
Bird nests
Bird nests
Bird (the oni 1 close enuff)
Butterfly - big
Butterfly - small
Spiderweb
Monitor Lizard
Monitor Lizard - His twin brother
Jus For Lafs
Watch me waddle...
Sunday, November 23, 2008 . 9:33 PM
This week has been a rather long and tiring week for me.. After not running for like 2 mths, i went for my 4km run on wednesdae and i still managed to complete it with a little problem.. lol.. i think im gonna need more running.. went for another 4km run on thursdae.. this time it was better.. on fri, my dad asked me to go straight to some conference. i was rather tired after the whole week in camp.. went to like northpoint to get my cologne(if tts how its spelt) lol... reached there and it brought back many fond memories.. the place went through mega changes.. so did m life.. hais.. the shop was no longer there anymore but another shop was there.. the prices of the cologne was kinda too steep for me so i decided not to buy it.. rather save it up.. walked around the entire shopping mall for like 1 hour.. hais.. was kinda upset but its ok.. went home to bathe and change.. was comtemplating if i should go for the conference.. in the end i decided to go.. sat morning came and it all started again.. quarrels and i reali hate it.. especially that im home and i wast a little peace and yet its so difficult.. hais.. woke up and suddenly was dragged into a quarrel.. my whole dae was like spoilt alr.. got my ipod and wore my shoes and went for a run.. all i knew and wanted was to get out.. i wish that sometimes there would be someone who would understand wat im goin thru but i think its kinda impossible alr.. went to church todae.. turnout at church was rather low again and the more i see the people, or rather the lack of it, the more i wanted to give up.. but i know that i wont jus give up a calling jus like that but its reali tiring at time.. i feel reali dry.. i see the way members and treating each other and i reali dun feel the love anymore.. hais.. i jus feel like running away.. i just wanna busy myself with stuff so that i wont be able to think of other things.. after service, i decorated the church for christmas.. but i know that no matter how i decorate or put how much effort into it, its dosen matter if the people..... hais.. i reali duno how to out it.. i'm jus bout to blow.. IM TIRED!!
Sunday, November 16, 2008 . 6:33 PM
went to church todae.. sometimes i wish that i was like in some mega church den i wont feel so upset.. i mean if people leave or come and go from big churches, we wont reali feel the pinch due to the numbers.. i know cuz i grew up in a big church, serving in there.. service went on fine i guess.. came back home and like 2 hours later, it all starts up again.. quarrels bout the church and people in church.. how i wish sometimes i can jus leave church or maybe jus leave this earth den i wont have to face all these problems anymore.. im reali getting sick and tired of all these problems.. talked to esther bout these problems last week but now its happening again and im starting to give up.. i reali duno how to carry on.. sometimes i even have to fake a smile.. ARGHHHH!!!!!
Saturday, November 15, 2008 . 7:08 PM
This morning had to rush back to camp early in the morning to settle the items needed in the NZ exercise.. most of the guys there did not want to do work so they lobo la.. they all go hide at the containers there to thwang la.. i was reali pissed at the attitude la.. but its over.. jus need to get thru this few months.. after that cabbed down to celebrate rachel's birthdae.. went out wif rachel and ferrine to white sands.. took neoprints which was rather wierd for me cuz there was like no guys there at all la.. den had lunch at mac.. ate mac spicy.. my 1st good meal in like a reali long time.. den went to bowl and its took me like 2 games to warm up.. maybe i can use bowling to take up my time so i wont think so much.. but its a reali expensive habit to keep up.. i need to save up but whatever is necessary, i will spend.. i miss how i used to spend my saturdaes.. hais.. the harder i try, the worst i feel.. how come??? later proceeded back to the neoprint area again.. mannnn... girls reali like to take lotsa photos.. waited outside this time den i need my sec sku fwen and she like asked me to go take wif her also.. this is so wierd la.. jus came back home not long ago.. dun reali feel like eating again..
Friday, November 14, 2008 . 9:59 PM
Been reali long since i blogged.. last week i went on an outfield exercise and did not slp for like 72 hours.. did not even bathe of change my clothes for like 3 days la.. den i think all i had was like 2 packs of 'dog' biscuits and 2 packs of veggie biscuits.. did not reali feel like eating.. was kinda stressed with the exercise.. spent the weekend in church.. had byron and team over with us.. after service, i had lunch with the team and they said that worship was like WOW and for the 1st times in months i could actually hear the singing.. talked to aunty joanne bout many things, stuff concerning church and myself.. could'nt control myself and i kinda lost it.. been holding it back in me for a reali long time alr.. this week went for another exercise.. jus that this time, they got the commandos to attack us.. i mean role play with sensors and rifles.. did not slp for like 72 hours again.. this was a rather hard mission and half our battalion was like wiped out la.. todae had to pack the items we need for NZ exercise.. tomorrow need to book back into camp in the morning to settle the items and tie down the lose ends.. will do some last minute edittin for the church tee before i send it for printing.. i reali reali need somebody here.... HAIS!!
uncovered
Name: Jonathan Ng
Chinese: 黄腾永
1st cry: 10 Sept '86
Weight: 75kg
Height: 175cm
Gender: Male
Race: Chinese
Religion: Christianity
Occupation: SAF NSF
Church: CCR
loves
Instruments: Guitar, Drum, Bass Guitar, Piano
Colors: Black, Blue, White, Red, Purple
Food:Drink: Coke, China Apple, Mountain Dew
Bands: Hillsong, Planetshakers, Isreal & New Breed, Avalon, JujuSong & New Springs Band
Artists: Chris Tomlin, Don Moen, Clay Croose
Hangout: In my bed
Books: Cat & Dog Theology, Daring To Live On The Edge(Lorren Cunningham)
Movies: Music & Lyrics, Hairspray, Black Hawk Down, Drumline, I Am Legend
hates
-> Hypocrites
-> Liars
-> Compromisers
-> Backstabbers
-> Unfeeling People
-> Being Alone
Overview
Intro to the park
Bird nests
Bird nests
Bird (the oni 1 close enuff)
Butterfly - big
Butterfly - small
Spiderweb 
Monitor Lizard 
Jus For Lafs