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Sunday, November 16, 2008 . 6:33 PM

went to church todae.. sometimes i wish that i was like in some mega church den i wont feel so upset.. i mean if people leave or come and go from big churches, we wont reali feel the pinch due to the numbers.. i know cuz i grew up in a big church, serving in there.. service went on fine i guess.. came back home and like 2 hours later, it all starts up again.. quarrels bout the church and people in church.. how i wish sometimes i can jus leave church or maybe jus leave this earth den i wont have to face all these problems anymore.. im reali getting sick and tired of all these problems.. talked to esther bout these problems last week but now its happening again and im starting to give up.. i reali duno how to carry on.. sometimes i even have to fake a smile.. ARGHHHH!!!!!