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Sunday, November 23, 2008 . 9:33 PM

This week has been a rather long and tiring week for me.. After not running for like 2 mths, i went for my 4km run on wednesdae and i still managed to complete it with a little problem.. lol.. i think im gonna need more running.. went for another 4km run on thursdae.. this time it was better.. on fri, my dad asked me to go straight to some conference. i was rather tired after the whole week in camp.. went to like northpoint to get my cologne(if tts how its spelt) lol... reached there and it brought back many fond memories.. the place went through mega changes.. so did m life.. hais.. the shop was no longer there anymore but another shop was there.. the prices of the cologne was kinda too steep for me so i decided not to buy it.. rather save it up.. walked around the entire shopping mall for like 1 hour.. hais.. was kinda upset but its ok.. went home to bathe and change.. was comtemplating if i should go for the conference.. in the end i decided to go.. sat morning came and it all started again.. quarrels and i reali hate it.. especially that im home and i wast a little peace and yet its so difficult.. hais.. woke up and suddenly was dragged into a quarrel.. my whole dae was like spoilt alr.. got my ipod and wore my shoes and went for a run.. all i knew and wanted was to get out.. i wish that sometimes there would be someone who would understand wat im goin thru but i think its kinda impossible alr.. went to church todae.. turnout at church was rather low again and the more i see the people, or rather the lack of it, the more i wanted to give up.. but i know that i wont jus give up a calling jus like that but its reali tiring at time.. i feel reali dry.. i see the way members and treating each other and i reali dun feel the love anymore.. hais.. i jus feel like running away.. i just wanna busy myself with stuff so that i wont be able to think of other things.. after service, i decorated the church for christmas.. but i know that no matter how i decorate or put how much effort into it, its dosen matter if the people..... hais.. i reali duno how to out it.. i'm jus bout to blow.. IM TIRED!!