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Friday, October 31, 2008 . 9:35 PM

This week reali sway la.. i got back to camp on thursdae and it was like i was arrowed to do duty for two days lor.. den i found out that i am havin an local exercise next week from tuesdae till following week tuesdae.. hais.. and things jus dun stop there.. i found out tomorrow, my unit is on activation.. 4ntm leh... sianZ.. need to be on standby 24/7.. hais.. some of the guys at my unit are like treatin me as tho i owe them the world la.. im starting to hate it alr.. hais.. y cant people be nicer??

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 . 11:03 PM

Tomorrow is the official dae i recieve my army license.. been reali tired out wif my trainin.. i reali need to take a break but i cant seem to find any.. gotta go back to camp tomorrow mornin.. i miss the old times..

Saturday, October 25, 2008 . 9:51 PM

This month haven reali been bloggin much.. didnt reali have the time and energy to do so.. been rather stressed out wif my driving course.. finally i have my license for military vehicles.. this week, i brought clarissa to buy a guitar.. she was like super high wen she got the guitar la.. not because it burned a hole in her pocket(as stated by her) but cuz she said it looked cute.. >< and i gave her a short lesson on the guitar playing in raffles city.. hope she'll do as well as she did for grade 5 piano.. hahas.. Good luck wif ur fingers k.. todae my parents quarrelled and as usual, i was the output of their anger.. blah blah blah.. dun wanna talk too much bout it.. sister had project so had to push the practice forward.. had to push back my belated birthdae celebration.. went out with two of the most gorgeous ladies i'd known.. u guys gotta try the prata at century square.. POWER PACK!! yummy.. i wanted more but i have to watch my weight.. after eatin, went to level 2 and i was told that there are no male restrooms on that level.. wat kinda of malls have segregation such as this.. {no male toilets allowed on that floor} this is pure biasness la.. if there was such a word to describe it.. hahas.. super high now.. i recieved an adidas watch for my present.. i can finally strike it off my wishlist.. not that its the most impt reason but because i own it now!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Came back home and i cooked maggie mee and ate it all.. sighh... there goes my plan to eat less.. need to get outta the house.. if not i'll keep findin food to eat..
Prezzie

Saturday, October 18, 2008 . 11:00 PM

This week has been a reali fruitful week for me.. i was one of the two to pass the driving test.. reali thank God i passed.. i tot i failed know.. super scary.. den on thurs and fri went outfield for training.. we had to drive up and down the slopes in the forrests.. fri rained super heavily and my vehicle skidded as i was makin a u-turn on the slope.. they din allow us to use the night vision goggles while driving in there cuz they said we might see things we do not wanna see.. a few of my fwens saw stuff.. super scary la.. jus now i was completing the design for the church tee shirt.. have a few design.. chose this three.. hope they like it..

Church Design

Youth Design 1

Youth Design 2

Sunday, October 12, 2008 . 6:27 PM

This week has been rather stressful for me.. had quite a lot of tests for me.. i even failed one of my assessments.. passed it a day after tho.. this tuesdae would be goin for my TP already.. After that should be able to get my liscence.. hope i pass my driving test.. been a reali tiring week for me.. sometimes i wish there was someone who could understand how i reali felt but its hard to find a person who does.. and when u have and then lost it again, the feeling is even worse.. been reminded a lot of my past.... oh ya.. lately i've been like quite blessed.. almost met with 3 accidents while i was driving on the public road.. den the other dae, i was being transported to the other camp in this bus den i was like sitting in front den the bus was involved in a accident.. knocked into two cars.. i was like super lucky la.. but look on the bright side.. it isnt too bad a thing to be called back 'home' earlier rite.. hahas.. todae i was rather dissapointed with the turnout at youth.. its like issit so hard jus to commit oneself jus one dae for God.. hais.. i sometimes feel reali dry.. its like i could choose to join any big church and jus go there every sundae and go back again.. its nice to be where there are many people and sae i feel that God's presense is there and whoaaaa the worship here is powerful.. i mean its jus how humans presume and assume how God would move.. I reali dun like the preconceptions that we humans have.. we cannot denote how God would move and everything.. Tho the church is small, i would rather stay in my church and serve the people here.. life is not always about takin but givin.. as long as i've given my best, i would jus wanna go back home and tell God i've done my part.. thats the best i can do.. people give excuses that theres exams, sku, work, projects etc but have anyone ever considered how it is for me.. mon to sat im at camp and i spend my sat and sun in church.. and the cycle goes on.. i cant possibly sae im too tired God.. see u next week.. i mean would God be like... I'm tired.. u're on ur own todae... do whatever u wan.. No lor.. so why cant we have the same attitude.. i mean goin to church is a commitment and not a chore.. its a pact between u and God.. i do feel like giving up at times.. i mean if no one is willing to make the effort den why should i.. but as i think back, maybe if i do my best and play my part, others would see it and try too.. i reali duno how long i can hold out.. trying to stay positive.. goin back to camp later.. hope this week would turn out better..
Sunrise or Sunset??

What we see is determined by our attitude.. think possitive.. watch the sunrise.. a new day has come.. i'm wishing u all the best.. (u know who)

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 . 10:12 AM

I was kinda upset yesterday cuz i failed my highway situational problems test. i was like pretty confident that i could pass but as the testers did not have a textbook to follow den it was like they had different standards for testing.. i studied reali hard for it and even my lecturer said i deserved to pass.. i tried to explain to the DXO my problem but all he cared was to defend his testers.. i was pretty pissed last night.. hais.. i was like tellin myself that since todae is a holiday, i should enjoy myself.. but this morning i was like scolded by my mom again.. she sae i use too much electricity and treat others better den her.. i reali dun understand why such things have to happen to me wen i get home.. its like i'm stressed enuff with army stuff and more things have to be added on my shoulder.. hais.. i reali need a break.. tonight have to go back to camp again..