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Sunday, September 7, 2008 . 7:03 PM

Spent quite some time thinkin this week.. its hasn't been the best of times for me the past few weeks.. think maybe if i kept my feelings to myself den i might jus save everyone the trouble.. hais.. but its makin me miserable inside.. yesterdae i even tried to cheer myself up by goin to giant at parkway parade to walk alone but it jus seemed to make me feel worse.. theres jus somethin missin.. hais.. im reali on the verge on breakin down.. i have to put up this smile where ever i go.. i reali hate this feelin.. todae i have to book back into camp.. its not makin things any better.. im like right at the bottom of the pits and no one to help me up.. IM TIRED..