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Saturday, September 27, 2008 . 11:49 PM

This week i was like learning how to drive that army vehicle on the public road and its was like raining.. Was driving pretty fast and got this dog dashed out from the side of the road.. i wanted to avoid it so i decided to do and emergency brake and my vehicle skidded a good 30 to 40 meters.. i managed to avoid it but i ended getting scolded by my instructor.. hais.. life is jus so fragile.. i was like almost involved in 2 accidents jus in this week.. Life is jus unpredictable.. Jus finished typing the youth notes.. tomorrow would be teaching on emotions or rather why we hold back out emotions.. Pretty tired.. haven been slpin well for the past few weeks.. hais..

Sunday, September 21, 2008 . 7:28 PM

This morning i was rather unhappy.. woke up, bathe and changed and den its like i went down to the supermarket and walked around for like 30 mins.. brought back much memories.. sometimes i wish that we could turn back time and reverse some things we have done.. hais.. special moments shared, UNFORGETABLE, sweet time spent, IRREVERSABLE.. Hais..

Sunday, September 14, 2008 . 5:09 PM

This year's birthdae was one of the worst.. did not even celebrate.. no cake no nothing.. but i guess its jus me and me alone.. im goin back to camp soon.. dun think anyone bothers so its ok..

Saturday, September 13, 2008 . 1:26 PM

This week was quite long for me.. 1st it is my birthdae week and i had to spend it in camp.. and then the bad news came.. i had to be attached to another camp as a trainee for like 8 weeks.. in this duration, i have to book into camp on sundae by 9pm and book out the following week on sat at 1pm.. this is reali frustrating.. 1st i alr dun have enuff time and now this.. hais.. todae is my third dae in my new camp and oso my 1st dae driving in the circuit.. was rather unstressed till my instructor asked me to go to a higher gear.. i made a turn at high speed den almost had an accident.. :( i reali dun feel like carrying on.. hais!!!!

Sunday, September 7, 2008 . 7:03 PM

Spent quite some time thinkin this week.. its hasn't been the best of times for me the past few weeks.. think maybe if i kept my feelings to myself den i might jus save everyone the trouble.. hais.. but its makin me miserable inside.. yesterdae i even tried to cheer myself up by goin to giant at parkway parade to walk alone but it jus seemed to make me feel worse.. theres jus somethin missin.. hais.. im reali on the verge on breakin down.. i have to put up this smile where ever i go.. i reali hate this feelin.. todae i have to book back into camp.. its not makin things any better.. im like right at the bottom of the pits and no one to help me up.. IM TIRED..