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Sunday, August 31, 2008 . 8:45 PM

Todae went to church with much frustration.. jus couldn't find the smile on my face.. i duno if im runnin away from reality.. all i know is that im lettin the people around me affect me.. but i am oni after all human.. hais.. during sermon, nth could like register in my mind lor.. hais.. later went to give out the fliers for the mid autumn festival celebration in the vicinity of the church.. been quite a while since i had any interaction on the streets.. suddenly its all comin back to me again.. to where i belong.. the streets.. i used to love street evangelism but for a reali long time, i was cooped up in church.. finally todae i had the chance to go out there and i made the most outta it.. hais.. life would never be the same again but maybe its time for me to face up with reality.. hurts and pain are all part and parcel of life.. gotta book into camp soon.. hais.. i reali hate this cycle of goin back to camp and everythin.. i jus hurry hope to finish my army.. life is unfair.. who can i tell my deepest darkest thoughts to?? hais..