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Sunday, August 24, 2008 . 9:17 PM

feelin reali down now.. i jus dun understand.. i have lost too too many things i treasure.. i dun wan history to repeat itself but i find myself fallin into the same predicament again and again.. im reali afraid.. everythin i do, i try to do it to the best and for the concern of others but does anyone ever think the same way to me?? hais.. its hurtin real bad and i cant share it wif anyone.. maybe if God were to take me home, i'll be more than grateful.. todae went to run the army half marathon(21km) den was kinda ok.. wasn't feelin well but kinda forcin myself to complete it.. i was tryin to vent all my frustration on my feet and get it all out but it didn't seem to work.. hais.. 19km mark and i had leg cramps but i forced myself to continue and im kinda in pain now.. but wat is physical pain compared to the emotional pain im facin.. who can help relieve that pain?? im hurtin deep inside but i'll keep it in to avoid hurtin those around me..

uncovered

Name: Jonathan Ng
 Chinese: 黄腾永
1st cry: 10 Sept '86
 Weight: 75kg
Height: 175cm
 Gender: Male
Race: Chinese
 Religion: Christianity
Occupation: SAF NSF
 Church: CCR


loves

Instruments: Guitar, Drum, Bass Guitar, Piano
 Colors: Black, Blue, White, Red, Purple
Food:
Drink: Coke, China Apple, Mountain Dew
Bands: Hillsong, Planetshakers, Isreal & New Breed, Avalon, JujuSong & New Springs Band
 Artists: Chris Tomlin, Don Moen, Clay Croose
Hangout: In my bed
 Books: Cat & Dog Theology, Daring To Live On The Edge(Lorren Cunningham)
Movies: Music & Lyrics, Hairspray, Black Hawk Down, Drumline, I Am Legend

hates

-> Hypocrites
 -> Liars
-> Compromisers
 -> Backstabbers
-> Unfeeling People
 -> Being Alone


wishlist

1. El Guitar
 2. Bass Guitar
3. Piano
 4. Effects Pedal
5. Nike Shoes
 6. Addidas Watch
7. Ipod 80gb
 8. Alfa Romeo
9. HER

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