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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 . 1:56 PM

Its been a long time since i posted anything here.. been rather stressed out with the army stuff.. in fact tonight i go back camp, den tomorrow hafta go design another flier for the 3rd division promotion treat.. :(( Last week was a rather upsetting week for me and all the events that took place was like one bomb dropping after another and cracks seemed to surface from the depths.. hais.. I jus know that no matter wat, things would nvr be the same again.. haven reali been in the best of moods.. i went to this mission conference and i met my missions director there.. i was wondering if people really knew and understand the meaning of saying "here i am, send me.." its a veri big commitment to make and people should really understand the meaning of it.. Wen i was there, it brought back many thoughts.. memories of my mission trip.. I remembered it was like my 1st mission trip and there were like 21 of us, students of ywam. We were supposed to pray and ask God on where we should go for our mission trip and well we were supposed to break into even groups of 7 without communicating what God told us.. I prayed and i heard and audible voice from God saying "India".. well i was rather reluctant to go there at 1st and i felt like running away from that calling.. i decided to take the chance and ask God for another sign.. I decided to play 'roll and pick' and i kinda picked India again and well i guess there's no turning back but i was super unwilling to go there so i ask my dad to pray and he got the word India too.. I mean this is reali God's calling and indeed that trip made an impact on me and changed me.. I learned to trust God not in the abundance but also in the lack.. How if we let go wat is in our hands for God and God would release what is in His hands for us.. Up till now i can still remember how the Lord graciously provided for my expenses and air ticket through someone i do not know and this has helped me trust in Him totally.. All i can say is that if God has a purpose for u and a calling for u, He would find ways and means to provide and pave a way for u.. Indeed without man, God will not and without God, MAN CANNOT.