Wednesday, July 30, 2008 . 11:54 AM
The day of our performance finally arrived.. I was rather nervous cuz we were gonna perform in front of like near 700 people la.. wen i woke up, my throat was a little sore and i was like oh sh*t... i cant sing.. hais.. then i was like wonderin wat to do and i was like drinking lots and lots of water la.. i had to pack my bag for army cuz i was gonna rush straight down from there to my camp lor.. Had quite a lot of fun lor.. reached there bout 6 plus and set up our instruments.. Food was alrite and i was like pretty nervous before our performance that i was like 'i wanna use the toilet now.. NOW!!!!' hahas.. Some pics and videos........
The band - w/o me
Chloe - if thats how its spelt..
Dinner @ Roland Restaurant - w/o me
Nuts About Nuts
I Believe I Can Fly - Presenting CCR
Shou Qian Shou - Presenting CCR
Then later today i saw my neighbour with a new dog and she was like "i found this".. and it was like so cute la.. She also so cute la..
My Neighbour
Friday, July 25, 2008 . 10:10 PM
I kinda found out that on the 31 of dec i have like my combat shoot and i wont be able to attend the watchnight service.. why are things turning out this way... hais.. todae i kinda woke up at like 5.30 and its was like super cold la.. i was freezing and i went to bathe la.. crazy rite.. den i rushed down to east coast park for the trailblazers run la.. its a 15 km run at east coast park.. i nvr knew that running at east coast park could be so long and i nvr thought that the park would be that long la.. i like always cycle my bike there and it like takes me less than an hour to complete the entire round back and fro la.. and today it seemed so far lor.. i was like running for wat seemed like hours and then i saw this sign that stated that i jus passed the 2km mark... hahas... kiddin.. it was like 8 mins i think and ya.. but it reali seemed like hours la.. the track nvr cease to end la.. and i was like running and running and i was like tree on my left, tree on my right, more trees more trees.. hahas.. super sian la.. den at the 11 km mark i kinda felt my muscles reacting and stretching but i still continued to run and at bout 13km i suffered from like an accute cramp on my right calve la.. super pain lor.. rested for like 2 mins lidat den i walked to the end point la.. today went to vivo city and i reali enjoyed myself there.. Duno i laf how long la.. oh ya... i got this reali short short hair cut la.. and now im home.. tomorrow have the performance at roland restaurant and im kinda nervous bout the whole thing lor.. hope everything would go smoothly la.. den summore tomorrow have to book into camp cuz the next day i have gpmg live firing la.. how i wish i dun have to go.. If only can get MC.. lol.. super tired la.. den next fri cannot book out cuz have to like go down to jurong camp to take photo of some NS event.. some promotion thingy that dosen even involve me la.. hais... Life in the army is reali getting worse.. i wan out.. Counting down till wen i get outta the army... YAYYYYY.. hais!!!Thursday, July 24, 2008 . 9:12 PM
This week was rather short but i think i made a lot of mistakes in such a short period of time.. Kinda regretted some decisions but wats done cannot be undone.. Wednesdae had gpmg training on how to strip and assemble it, how to load and fire it and everything.. kinda a long day but it was rather fun la.. todae i had my technical handling test to see if i can handle the weapon.. did kinda well.. tomorrow have to report straight to east coast park for a 15 km run at like 6.45am la.. and its like gonna be like super long run lor.. was upset bout some stuff thats happening in camp.. this sunday wont be able to go to church cuz i have to like go for gpmg live firing and i dun understand why they wanna choose to put it on a sunday.. life is jus so unfair.. reali stressed with life lidat.. hais!!!Tuesday, July 22, 2008 . 1:56 PM
Its been a long time since i posted anything here.. been rather stressed out with the army stuff.. in fact tonight i go back camp, den tomorrow hafta go design another flier for the 3rd division promotion treat.. :(( Last week was a rather upsetting week for me and all the events that took place was like one bomb dropping after another and cracks seemed to surface from the depths.. hais.. I jus know that no matter wat, things would nvr be the same again.. haven reali been in the best of moods.. i went to this mission conference and i met my missions director there.. i was wondering if people really knew and understand the meaning of saying "here i am, send me.." its a veri big commitment to make and people should really understand the meaning of it.. Wen i was there, it brought back many thoughts.. memories of my mission trip.. I remembered it was like my 1st mission trip and there were like 21 of us, students of ywam. We were supposed to pray and ask God on where we should go for our mission trip and well we were supposed to break into even groups of 7 without communicating what God told us.. I prayed and i heard and audible voice from God saying "India".. well i was rather reluctant to go there at 1st and i felt like running away from that calling.. i decided to take the chance and ask God for another sign.. I decided to play 'roll and pick' and i kinda picked India again and well i guess there's no turning back but i was super unwilling to go there so i ask my dad to pray and he got the word India too.. I mean this is reali God's calling and indeed that trip made an impact on me and changed me.. I learned to trust God not in the abundance but also in the lack.. How if we let go wat is in our hands for God and God would release what is in His hands for us.. Up till now i can still remember how the Lord graciously provided for my expenses and air ticket through someone i do not know and this has helped me trust in Him totally.. All i can say is that if God has a purpose for u and a calling for u, He would find ways and means to provide and pave a way for u.. Indeed without man, God will not and without God, MAN CANNOT.Monday, July 21, 2008 . 10:46 AM
kor, im damn bored. how ar?Monday, July 14, 2008 . 8:02 PM
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
No words can explain how i feel right now.. wat a way for me to go back to camp.. Its jus perfect.. feelin like SHIT!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!