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Sunday, June 8, 2008 . 7:22 PM

This week haven reali been in the best of moods la.. Im rather stressed out with the army stuff cuz there was like the security checks and all those physical training.. I mean the people in the army are quite insensitive to the need to the soldiers.. Jus to win the best unit competition and all, they train us like animals.. I'm getting reali tired of the training.. There is no time for recovery la.. Then also got the SAF day coming up and i have to go design all the stuff needed for the occasion.. I hope that next week's training would be better.. We having our youth camp this comin week on fri to sun.. Planned everything alr and hope that it would be better than the last.. Took leave on fri from the army.. I duno if approved yet so i hope that can go.. Yesterdae marked an important dae.. Its my 1st year mark in the army.. I have like 363 days left in the army.. I hope it hurry ends then i can be free.. They goin off on the 13th.. i hope and pray that they will be kept safe.. sighhh.. pretty upset la.. this week was tryin to keep myself occupied with stuff.. I read this reali good book.. Its called extreme church makeover. Its a reali good book.. I hope that i can make a difference after all this.. I wanna see growth in the church and i wanna see maturity in the youths in the church.. One very impt point is that we have to know our purpose in the church and that the church is not a hospital to the wounded BUT it is a military outpost to storm the enemy's fortress.. I think its reali impt to understand that point so we can know wat we have to do.. Another point brought up was that we have to know the enemy's agenda.. Satan wants to divide us.. Divide the mind so that a double minded person would be unstable in his ways, divide the home so that a home divided against itself cannot stand and divide the body of christ because united we stand, divided we fall. I think we need to stand together and face the storm and there would be a rainbow after the rain.. I reali hope that this day would come soon cuz im reali dry and tired.. Im on the verge of givin up.. I seriously need someone to understand and help me.. Today at church i was pretty upset with the people.. Why cant they jus worship God for who He is and all.. I mean its not as if we would be paid if more people worship.. Hais.. I made a lot of mistakes while playing and i was not able to concentrate la.. Gotta be strong and carry on.. No matter how hard it is..