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Saturday, May 31, 2008 . 9:30 PM

After bloggin this morning, brought my grandma down to loyang point for breakfast.. i saw this on someone's tee-shirt.. It read 'Life is looking through the windscreen of a car, not the rear view mirror.' I reali agree with this statement.. We should look forward to the future and what it has for us and not back at the past.. we should also have a wider perspective of things.. It reali got me thinkin and i reali duno if i can do it.. Its easy for me to sae but if i have to act on it, its reali difficult.. the hurt is there and i duno how to stop the pain.. Sometimes i ask God why if He knew that its gonna hurt so much, Why did He allow it to happen?? But then again i cant blame God and i dun blame Him.. Im jus gonna wait like i have been.. Hope God would help me.. Had practice at church and i bought 3 more CDs to add to my collection.. bought a notice board for the youth also.. I feel reali drained out at times cuz i try puttin in the effort but the youth dun seem to be growing and it jus makes me feel more and more depressed each dae.. I hope that one dae i can see the fruit of my labour.. I ask God why cant we be like those big mega churches.. then i got this.. Size doesn't matter boy... See gideon and his small army that defeated the army of thousands.. See little david that defeated goliath.. i see His point the size doesn't matter but it sure does help.. I feel reali sad when i see people leaving.. I duno why but i cant help it.. Im reali physically and spiritually tired.. Sometimes i wish there's someone hu can stand aside me to help in the youth and church.. I reali wanna see growth and physical increase.. But i cant do it alone.. I jus dun see the effort of the youth to do their part.. Y issit that wen we go to conferences, we can jump shout and sing but in our service they cant.. Does it mean that God only present in big churches or He dwells in places where there are many people.. I reali cant understand this point.. I reali need God's help.. I reali cant take much more of this.. Jus now my mei tok to me.. she kinda tried cheerin me up but i asked myself if i was reali able to face up to my problems or am i jus running away from it.. I hope that one dae i can face her boldly and sae YES i have overcame it and i can face all my problems.. It reali hurts and sometimes i need someone to be here for me..

uncovered

Name: Jonathan Ng
 Chinese: 黄腾永
1st cry: 10 Sept '86
 Weight: 75kg
Height: 175cm
 Gender: Male
Race: Chinese
 Religion: Christianity
Occupation: SAF NSF
 Church: CCR


loves

Instruments: Guitar, Drum, Bass Guitar, Piano
 Colors: Black, Blue, White, Red, Purple
Food:
Drink: Coke, China Apple, Mountain Dew
Bands: Hillsong, Planetshakers, Isreal & New Breed, Avalon, JujuSong & New Springs Band
 Artists: Chris Tomlin, Don Moen, Clay Croose
Hangout: In my bed
 Books: Cat & Dog Theology, Daring To Live On The Edge(Lorren Cunningham)
Movies: Music & Lyrics, Hairspray, Black Hawk Down, Drumline, I Am Legend

hates

-> Hypocrites
 -> Liars
-> Compromisers
 -> Backstabbers
-> Unfeeling People
 -> Being Alone


wishlist

1. El Guitar
 2. Bass Guitar
3. Piano
 4. Effects Pedal
5. Nike Shoes
 6. Addidas Watch
7. Ipod 80gb
 8. Alfa Romeo
9. HER

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