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Saturday, May 24, 2008 . 8:11 PM

Todae started off fine.. went to whitesands to post something and den went for breakfast with my family at central.. was rushing through the design of the youth board thingy.. practice was at 3 lidat so wen down to practice.. Clarissa kept talkin to me bout baby and how cute he/she was.. hahas.. found it rather amusing.. was explainin to her bout the hammies and how they are cared for.. she dropped hammie by accident.. :( practice went on as usual but smart me decided to walk off halfway into the practice to print out the youth stuff but it proved rather a bad move.. Was scolded by my dad and later a member of the choir noted and said that there was tension between me and my sister and my sister like pushed all the blame to me.. Saying that i should off my phone during practice and all cuz its distracting me and distracting me is equals to distracting her too.. hais.. came back home to get a second round of lectures behind closed doors.. i dun understand why things have to be this way.. its like from monday to friday, im in camp suffering and also have to plan the youth activities and i come out on a friday to spend almost the whole of saturdae and sundae in church and its activities.. Sometimes i jus wish for a little appreciation and encouragement but as a pastor's kid its rather hard cuz people see you with colored shades and they think that jus cause i am a pastor's kid so i have to be super spiritual and sinless but i have my struggles and burdens too.. I can share and carry the burdens of my youths and friends but when i have a problem, its reali hard to share it with anyone.. And i feel people tend to overlook things i do as though its part of my job or part of me.. Cuz i have to do it and all.. this can be rather destructive.. I keep myself buzz at times so i wont think bout certain issues that i have not been able to let go.. I jus sometimes wish i could have a shoulder i can lean on.. God is there for me but sometimes i need someone i can see to lean on.. its reali hard to depend on the fact that i know God cares but i jus feel reali tired.. My sister said jus now that if i cant live a peaceful day on earth, why do i wanna live on den.. This reali got me thinkin.. is there anything i can live on for?? People i trust and love and care for have been hurting me over and over again.. I wanna be there for them and care for them but whos there to care for me.. i jus cant feel it.. I'm reali tired... HELP ME JESUS!!!

uncovered

Name: Jonathan Ng
 Chinese: 黄腾永
1st cry: 10 Sept '86
 Weight: 75kg
Height: 175cm
 Gender: Male
Race: Chinese
 Religion: Christianity
Occupation: SAF NSF
 Church: CCR


loves

Instruments: Guitar, Drum, Bass Guitar, Piano
 Colors: Black, Blue, White, Red, Purple
Food:
Drink: Coke, China Apple, Mountain Dew
Bands: Hillsong, Planetshakers, Isreal & New Breed, Avalon, JujuSong & New Springs Band
 Artists: Chris Tomlin, Don Moen, Clay Croose
Hangout: In my bed
 Books: Cat & Dog Theology, Daring To Live On The Edge(Lorren Cunningham)
Movies: Music & Lyrics, Hairspray, Black Hawk Down, Drumline, I Am Legend

hates

-> Hypocrites
 -> Liars
-> Compromisers
 -> Backstabbers
-> Unfeeling People
 -> Being Alone


wishlist

1. El Guitar
 2. Bass Guitar
3. Piano
 4. Effects Pedal
5. Nike Shoes
 6. Addidas Watch
7. Ipod 80gb
 8. Alfa Romeo
9. HER

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