Wednesday, September 23, 2009 . 9:13 PM
Its been a reali long time since i last updated. Recently i managed to complete the church tee shirt and printed it alr.. Finally after 8 years of delay i managed to get it done.. such a regret i din do it earlier.. I am now doin part time tuition as well as studying at uni.... recently parents have been quarreling day and night.. last night quarrel this morning, one at home, the other outside but they still managed to quarrel over the phone.. This is starting to get on my nerves... i dun wanna be at home and i dun even wanna to come home at times.. i took up the tuition job but the mother asked me to lower the tuition fees and i even had to cough out some money to pay the tuition agency.. hais.... i designed a promotion brochure for the church mid autumn festival and yup finally i printed it and gave it out on sunday.. im on holiday right now and i spend most of my time cooking at home and i think im becoming more like a house husband... hmmm.... i need to get a little time on my own.. church been ok but i've been stretched to the limits.. The problems in church are brought home and now home is also a problem... im reali at a loss... oh ya... i was sooo busy this morning and afternoon at tuition and cooking i forgot to wish you happy birthday... happy birthday TINA and Tessa!!!!!! hahas.....Sunday, August 2, 2009 . 7:27 PM
Haven been myself for quite some time already... Been stressed and upset over things that should not be affecting me.. and all of a sudden, i recieved a message and it totally cheered me up... thank you soo muchhh... :) and whats more......... I recieved a bundle of joy just outside church... See what i found outside church... Muz have fell downnn.. Fed it and now they sleepin lorrr... soooo cute.. SEE MY FACEBOOK......Wednesday, June 17, 2009 . 10:03 AM
haven been posting regularly this few months.. hais.. church is becomin a cold cold place.. home once i called is now like a war zone.. sometimes i wish i din have to come back home.. in the past, i would long to come home after my training in the army but now i kinda wish that i have army and dun have to go back home.. i feel reali shitty.. todae i woke up and my mom asked me to help with the housework and i told her to gimme 5 mins.. i agree that housework is everybody's part.. its like everytime she walks past my door she would nag me to go do and its driving me crazy.. den jus now i was doin the housework alr and she said lotsa hurting things to me.. she said i would help other people the moment they ask me.. she said i was tryin t 'sar kar'. i duno y i should ever wanna do that.. she said im like a useless dog.. feed until so old for nothing.. words said cannot be retracted and it hurts.. but who would ever know how i feel?? sometimes people sae that sons are more precious in the family but i beg to differ.. i seek refuge in my room but in no avail.. how did i ever end up lidat.. i need a break,, i reali need one!!!! im tired... :'(Wednesday, May 27, 2009 . 8:04 PM
These few weeks has been a test for me.. i had did many things i should not have even thought about.. i've been scolded by my parents so often when im back from camp that i dun feel like comin home like i used to.. jus last week my dad told me that one more family is leavin the church and that made me reali upset.. Its like the youth we tried so hard to build up is jus breakin bit by bit.. I tried doin my best but i duno what my dad expects of me.. its like whatever i do is not enough.. Im almost at my wits end.. its like wen the youth leaves, its my fault for not doin my best.. my dad says if im not up to it, i should jus tell him.. but sometimes i feel that certain things are not in our control.. its not like i wan them to leave.. hais... my aunty said im inmature.. i duno.. i reali dunooooo... sometimes i jus dun wanna let my parents down but i wonder maybe it'll be better w/o me.. Parents been quarrelin so often and now that im home, i jus dun wanna hear them like that.. why does things have to be this way?? as pastors kids, y are there expections that are like almost impossible to attain... i reali reali pray that people would be committed.. im feelin more and more dry.. i reali feel like cryin.. people dun wanna do but keep commenting and instead of being constructive?? YYY??Sunday, April 19, 2009 . 9:24 PM
I'm like super upset lor.. todae i look at the youth and so many did not turn up with 'reasons'.. and i think maybe im not cut out to teach.. its so hard to get things together.. i feel like givin up.. hais.. today i took half day off for tomorrow.. i need a good long break but i duno wen i can actually get one.. all the UNIs i applied accepted me and i got a sponsorship of 5k i think.. im so restless and i reali reali need someone to tok to.. i feel like im about to burst..Saturday, March 21, 2009 . 10:50 PM
Its been a reali long time since i last blogged.. many things happened during this period.. dun reali wanna go into details.. i have jus put my little niece to sleep.. super cute la.. will be postin her pics soon i think.. hmmm.. today i was blessed with some instruments from a certain broadway singer.. wow.... super nice la.. got marksman again in the recent combat shoot.. i cant wait to end my army.. sleepy!!!Monday, February 9, 2009 . 11:01 AM
This few days have been exceptionally joyful for me as the banana tree i planted and took care in church finally bore fruits.. there are like 30 plus baby bananas la.. super cute lor.. still have the flower attached to the banana.. hmmm.. is this a sign of fruitfullness?? sighhh... i wish the church would be like this too.. wan more people!!!!! hais.. been buzz lately planning for the youth camp.. budget-wise its a constraint.. muz make do wif wat i have.. hopefully it'll be as fun as the last 2 camps.. gotta go back to camp tonight.. jus now recieved a call.. they told me that i would have to be the FSS (formation signal spec) on duty for the whole of next week.. sianZ... on standby for one whole week.. hais.. one bomb after another.. cant wait to get outta the army!!!!!!!A few videos i took from New zealand.. A little lazy to upload all at once so did it in batches.. The new zealan army doin the Haka and performin a song..
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